my oldest brother moved out (he’s been meaning to for a while) and I swear to god there is no reason left for me to stay in this house. 

lemme stop being emo tho and get ready for work. 

been tryin to fall asleep since 8:30pm but it’s not working. I’m exhausted and tired but sleep won’t come and I refuse to take zzzquil for another night. I’ve taken it for the past 3 nights and I keep freaking myself out thinking I’m becoming dependent on it. 

i dunno what’s the deal because I used to be able to will myself to sleep whenever I felt like it. This shit is really fucking with my head.